Future

I am so scared. One more year of college left and I have nothing to show for it. A bachelors degree isn’t enough anymore and my family is expecting greatness, but I don’t think my success will come that quickly. My GPA isn’t anything significant, I don’t feel smart, and I wonder if it was ever worth it to leave home for school. I’m going to be exactly what my parents didn’t want for me, struggling. STRIKE THAT. I’m already struggling. The pressure has me melting and all I want to do right now is be an adult. I really don’t feel like being the center of bad talk in communities and I certainly wish to make my parents proud. That is all I ever wanted but I’m certain all I will ever be is a disappointment.

 

 

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